| Location | Newcastle-upon-tyne |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 10/11/2006 |
| Date of Death | 10/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,709 since 18/01/2009 |
| Creator |
*Matts baby brother Theo Levi Smithers has recently joined him in heaven on the 7th April 2010, i am now ready to finish my boys stories and pages*
Matt Leon was my first child and Son. He was born very suddendly with no pregnancy complications. I was 23 weeks and 1 day when he was born. He was born on the 10th Nov 2006 and he was due the 8th March 2007. The government might think he was a Miscarriage but not to me and many others he wasn't. How can a baby be a miscarriage when I carried him for near on 6 months, I gave birth to him, I holded him in my aching arms. I buried him. I don't even get a Birth Certificate to say my Son even existed. Im hurting really bad and I miss him so much. I will not rest till I can even try to do something about it and its about time I did.
Having Little Matt (his nick name as his daddy is called Matt) was the most happy day, but tragic day of our lifes. I will never forget Matt. His footprints will walk all over my heart and soul until we can be together again. I see who Matt would have been in my living Son Hayden Leo Smithers and I am so lucky to of had another child and a Brother for Matt.
I really appreciate everyone who comes and leaves messages, pics, candles, etc. Just to say thank you.
I should have set this up a long time ago, but now Im ready and I cannot wait to build my Son's page up- of what he so deserve's. My Story is to conclude.......
If any parents are reading I know just what you are going through and I send all my love to you and your family and your little angels and living children too. xxxxx
♥ ☆ ♥ ANGEL DAY ♥ ☆ ♥
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ANGEL DAY
YOUR ANGLE DAY IN HEAVEN
MANY TEARS WILL FALL FOR YOU
YOU TOUCHED SO MANY LOVING HEARTS
THERE'S SO MANY MISSING YOU
AS YOU NOW LIVE IN PARADISE
ITS HAVEN UP ABOVE STAY CLOSE TO ALL
YOUR LOVED ONES FOR IT'S YOU THEY MISS AND LOVE
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BIG HUGS FROM ME TO YOU AND YOUR
FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY
BUT IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER YOU WILL NOT BE
FORGOTEN YOUR TAKE CARE LOVE FROM ME
SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA BELANGER
AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF ALBERT AND
MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER AND COUSIN
OF STEVE MORNEAU TAKE CARE GOOD
NIGHT BIG HUGS BYE FOR NOW ALL MY
LOVE SYLVIE
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.............................Today is very special,
...........................It comes by once a year.
.....................It’s the day you went to Heaven
.......................And the day you left me here.
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....................You’re in your Heavenly home.
.......................But instead I feel so empty
............................And oh so all alone.
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........................Yes, today is very special
.......................The day you grew your wings.
..........................You left so very quickly
........................You didn’t take your things.
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.......................Instead you left me crying,
.........................Yet hoping all the while
......................That someday I’ll remember
..........................This date with a smile.
.....................Copyright ⓒ2011Vicki Hansen
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God took you gently by the hand,
On wings of love to another land,
Nestled in the clouds up high,
Eternal life he gave you in the sky,
The ones left behind have broken hearts,
Oh they did not want you to depart,
One day you will all meet again,
Saving a place and no more pain,
On wings of love in Heaven above,
Our hearts are filled with lots of love,
Never more then a heart beat away,
Gone too soon,but loved and remembered
every single day.
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Sending you lots of Love on your Angel Day
Stay close to all who Love and miss you sweetheart,
Love always,Sylvie xxxxx
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This day will be a celebration
Of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
With great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
Would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us,
More than words could say.
You were here so briefly,
I wonder if you knew
All the ways you’ve touched
Our world and our hearts
And everyone who knew you
Since the day God called you home.
Now my child, you’re an Angel
With your heavenly Father above,
We see not only what we’ve lost
But our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
In our life and a hole in our
Hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
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A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
XX
My Shoes
'I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in other's eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some women are like me and ache daily as they try to walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so that they don't hurt quite so much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child- two baby boys.'
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
To My Little Man
♥ The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen nor touched. They must be felt with by the heart- Sweetdreams my little precious one xXx ♥
18TH APRIL 2009
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